I'm ready to travel with or with out them. I want to go back to work. Preschool and 5th grade starts next year. I'm ready to start getting ride of the baby stuff. Child care is hard enough for 2 even for date night. I'm just ready to start the big stuff. Not having to tot around another one again. I can't get in the mood any way and don't want to force myself. Just to have a baby. But I don't feel like my family is complete. If we we're to try now would be the time. I've talk to my husband he's all for says we'll make it work. But he says if I feel this way maybe not. Its my call. Were not using BC or anything so if it happens it happens any way. Any advice?