Today was my boyfriends birthday, and I was so excited to spend the day with him but he left at 6 AM to go out of town with friends. That’s fine and all. I expected to see him when I got out of work, because we live together. Well he tells me last minute he went out with more friends but he would be home at midnight. Well, midnight passes so I call to check on him. They’re out smoking weed which I don’t have a problem with because I smoke too. But I can’t help but be a little hurt I couldn’t have been included in his special day. I know it’s his birthday and it should be up to him to do what he wants, but is it selfish of me to wish I could’ve at least seen him at some point today? I’ve been struggling emotionally very lately as something very bad happened about a month ago that is still strongly effecting me (not between us, unrelated) and I’ve been feeling very lonely because I don’t have friends of my own and he knows this so I feel badly I couldn’t spend any of his birthday with him while I lay in bed waiting for him to come home so I can tell him happy birthday...