Rumbled

So i got a positive test on Friday... went to a friends sons party on Saturday and one of my friends guessed i was pregnant.

I didnt want to tell anyone yet until we have actual confirmation that i am pregnant (still in disbelief). Now i feel so guilty that she knows and now almost have doubt that i am. I feel like i should keep testing to make sure i am. I kept denying that i was until she said ‘swear on my husbands life that your not’ which obviously I couldnt do.

In the end she apologised for pressuring me to admit it

I think i am around 5 weeks, i keep working it out online but it keeps coming up with a different answer ranging from 4 weeks up to 8!?

Im cant see the midwife for another 3 weeks - does anyone else worry that theyre not actually pregnant until its been confirmed by a dr? Is this all just normal pregnancy anxiety?

(My friend also mentioned about evaporation lines which again is making me doubt the positive tests)