Abusive relationship

So I’m 15 and ive been with this guy for 10 months it’s very intense, passionate and sexual (I have the implant) (we’ve also broken up multiple times and tried other people) I love him so much and couldn’t imagine life with anyone else, about 4 month ago he started becoming abusive, he hasn’t physically hit me but is very violent towards other things and throws things at me, but I definitely get scared, i have broken up with him today and don’t know what to do because I love him

UPDATE: I got back with him, I know I shouldn’t but I couldn’t be without him