I AM A CRAZY POAS LADY ANY ADVICE ? ๐Ÿ˜“

I just experienced a chemical 6 weeks ago and Iโ€™m pregnant again with my ๐ŸŒˆ baby โค๏ธ Iโ€™ve been testing EVERY SINGLE DAY terrified Iโ€™m going to have another chemical... I feel like once the test line gets darker then the control line I will be good :/ any advice?

I AM CRAZY I KNOW ๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ˜“