I AM A CRAZY POAS LADY ANY ADVICE ? πŸ˜“

I just experienced a chemical 6 weeks ago and I’m pregnant again with my 🌈 baby ❀️ I’ve been testing EVERY SINGLE DAY terrified I’m going to have another chemical... I feel like once the test line gets darker then the control line I will be good :/ any advice?

I AM CRAZY I KNOW πŸ˜“πŸ˜“πŸ˜“