Its legal in my state and I’m 14 weeks to preface

Can I take a hit or two off my bong? I’ve been really stressed. Really anxious, depressed, overreactive, and I want relief. I just don’t want to feel this bad anymore. Don’t judge me just give me constructive reasons why not if you are against it.

Edit:

Thank you, I haven’t smoked yet. Today has been a struggle. I appreciate the advice saying no as it’s what I needed to be reminded.