VBAC or Second C-Section?

Em

I'm having my second son and due on Halloween! I had an emergency c section at 33 weeks with my first and I have the option to chose a vbac this time around. I'm nervous because I dont want to tear up my vagina, and not because I think I'll be loose or anything. I'm just terrified of ripping, and then after how awful it must feel. How would you even pee without being in so much pain? I remember pooping after my c section and it was so awful. It would have to be so much worse after a vaginal delivery right? I've read that vbacs are a safer option tho. I'm still not decided. Has anyone chose to have a vbac and regretted it?