FTM being induced Thursday medical reasons

People keep asking me how I feel about it.

Am I excited, scared, ready, ect.

I don't feel any way about it.

I just want to get through it and I'm ready for whatever happens to happen.

No expectations.

I've been thru numerous medical procedures and I've always felt like that.

I just want my baby to live through it. Secondly, I want to live through it.

I don't know how to express that without coming across as cold or depressed.

Anyone else feel like this?