I’m so frustrated

My dad can be such an asshole sometimes.

Our “family dinners” are just him belittling me my brother and my mom. Ever since we were little.

He always has said “he thinks I’m going to get a divorce when I’m older because I don’t clean right or I put caps on bottles wrong???”

I mean just the stuff that he has said over the dinner table over the years has not been too good.

I’ve been hanging out with a guy and I’m scared of even bringing him over because of the way he acts.

He belittles my mom and my brother as well to no end.

It’s partly my fault for even putting up with it. I’m old enough to move out but I can’t afford it.