Did i betrayed him?

I separated from my husband 7x, due to his violent behavior when he drinks. He would hit me hard, and id just run away to my family.

Most of it happened when we were struggling financially, and because of this, he says i only left him because i didnt want to struggle with him. And he said ive always betrayed and abandoned him.

But i told him ive had my reasons, i told him my reasons, and he refuses to accept it.

Did i betrayed and abandoned him like.he says?