HELPING MYSELF

Okay so since I had my baby April 11th I've been down and out. I have never had this type of responsibility in my life. It has always been just me and now that I've created my own little family it feels different. I went from working everyday 8 1/2 hours a day to 9 hours the completely not working anymore. I want from paying all of my bills on my own 2 habits weight on my significant other to pay them. I went from doing what I want with my own money as having to ask for money. Depending on everyone else around me for things that I usually do. So sorry to put a damper on my spirits and I start to get down on myself and I started to feel low I went to the doctor thinking that I might have depression. But then I thought about it and today I realized it comes from not being able to do for myself like I used to be. I am so ready to go back to work there it's killing me sitting at home every day. I miss being independent and not depending on anyone and I guess I let it swallow me whole and I became dependent on everyone so now I know it's having to go back to work..

I feel so lighter❤❤