I had a miscarriage in December and the pregnancy wasn't planned and I wasn't sure what I wanted to do I had some time to think about it and after pondering it for 2 weeks I had decided to keep the baby only to have a miscarriage a few days later . I have always wanted kids and always wanted to be a parent but the urgency lately has been really bothersome. I will be 25 in December and lately so many friends and classmates from High school have been getting married and having kids and I can't help but have baby fever and feel like I'm just not progressing as fast in my life as I want and it's borderline depressing . I'm scared I'll never be able to carry a healthy baby and I'm scared I'll never get to be a parent . I know I'm still young and have a lot of life In front of me but lately I've just been sad that my life isn't going in either if those directions . Is this normal ? Does anyone else feel this way