7 years

Ive been trying to conceive for going on 7 years . Every month i get my period i break down , Every negative pregnancy test i break down. When you have people that question you down about getting pregnant ... i hear it all the time "When are you having a baby?" "It's Time!" "What you waiting for "it sucks .

For the longest time i just wanted to be a mother now i feel like i was patiently waiting for something that may never happen