Feeling Unwanted

I’m 17 and my bfs 19. So I’ve had a horrible day today. My anxiety has been really bad so bad I had to come home from school. My bf and I were supposed to hang tonight and we have not seen each other in a while I was really looking forward to it. I told my bf about how horrible my day was and what happened but then later on after this he tells me he’s dead and too tired to come over to my place. (He lives 20 mins away). So now I’m siting here really upset cause y wouldn’t he come to see me? I’d do it for him. Thoughts?