Wondering what this will be like...Am I ready


As much as I’ve been wanting children and a baby if my own. 25 w and I’m a nervous wreck.

I’m so used to it just being me and my husband (stepson every other weekend). Will everything fall in to place?

I dialed 1 cm this past Monday and got a wake up call that this could actually happen at anytime and not in another 15 weeks. I’m. Where near ready- if I had given birth - I wasn’t ready but I guess I better get ready so now I’m all over the place and sad when I should be happy 🤷🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️