Relationship problems

June 14 will make 2 years and 6 months that me and my boyfriend have been together a lot of the relationship has been him lying to me and me forgiving him every single time I have trust issues for him and i told him if he wanted my trust than work for it and stop lying

But he didn’t want to work for my trust so that resulted in him saying he wanted to go on a break for 2 weeks and during that break I was sad n cried cause I wanted to be w him and I didn’t want us to break up for good but now that we’re back together I feel different like I don’t want to be w him

He prob just used us breaking up as an excuses so he could do whatever he want cause now when I mention things I don’t like he always says maybe we should break up and than I say sorry an stuff