I know my MIL is batshit crazy.

I know this is an absolute fact.

And I know I need to ignore her. Because she is not within her right mind and she just says the first thing that pops into her head.

But sometimes I just can’t. And tonight was one of those nights.

It’s my nephews bday so we all went to dinner then back to my SIL’s home for cake.

First I had mentioned I had my period at some point to which MIL said “Again? You have your period every time I see you. I thought my son would have given me a grandchild by now but I’m getting used to being disappointed.”

So I’m pissed. And I’m avoiding her now. And I’m hurt but I’m trying not to show it because its my nephews day.

Later, My husband and BIL were talking and being stupid and my husband had made some kind of dumb dick joke.

Out of nowhere my MIL swoops in like fucking Batman and gets in my husbands face (her own son) and says “if yours is so good why don’t you have a baby yet?” My husband and BIL just look at her like wtf are you talking about??

Then this bitch turns to ME and says “oh wait, maybe it’s your fault!”

And she’s laughing.

And i can see my husband is looking at me like “don’t say anything” and my BIL just gets up and leaves and I know she’s awful sometimes but I almost blacked out I was so angry. I just went and sat far away and I can’t even cry yet because I just want to scream until my throat hemorrhages. Because even if I tell her how awful she is it won’t matter. She will never apologize and just say I’m the problem because I’m too sensitive. It won’t make a difference and it won’t fucking stop because no matter what, everyone else is wrong and she is right so nobody bothers anymore.

Im just really really tired of his mother making all these rude comments and I don’t know how much more I can take without blowing up about it.