Miscarriage and infertility


I had a miscarriage not to long ago. It was hard for me to even get pregnant in the first place. I know this is selfish but every one around me seems to be getting pregnant and it’s so hard for me to be happy for them. My sister in law is pregnant after 2 years of trying and all she does is complain. Literally everyone that’s close to us has gotten pregnant this year. I missed my period but I’m terrified to take a test because I know it will say negative and my heart can’t stand to see that right now.💔 I’m sorry to rant but I know someone out there somewhere can relate. My family keeps telling me to move on and I really am trying but they don’t get it.