38 weeks and I think I just became single

My “boyfriend” has been such an asshole

He leaves me every single day to go be with his friends. Tonight I got home from going to get food and when I got back he was gone. Do y’all know he really went out to the bar ?! I’m so sad and confused. What did I do to deserve this

Sorry. Rant over. Just wishing I left earlier when I had the chance