Thursday my boyfriend and best friend of 2 years broke up with me he told me it’s because we clashed and argued a lot but I can’t help but think we could of fixed things if he’d of said to me before it got this. I’ve never felt so much pain in my life I feel completely broken.My friends have told me he wasn’t exactly the nicest person to me but all I can think about is the positives and how much I want it all back and how much I miss him and (sounds so cringy) but his kisses and cuddles. Even looking at my clothes reminds me of all the times I wore them and we did stuff together I just can’t seem to get past the positives and how much I need him and want him back.

I suffered really bad with anxiety before we were together (we were close friends) and what got me threw it was knowing he’d be there at school to help me sometimes without him even knowing m, he’s the only person I’ve ever met that’s been able to help me like he did and now he’s gone everything’s coming back and I don’t know what to do. Not only am I wanting him just wanting everything back missing him just everything you could possibly feel but also having this horrible level of anxiety from the change and no knowing that’s making me sick unable to eat or sleep and I have no idea what to do so any advice is welcome because I’m really struggling to cope with it all:(