So I been struggling with sexual pleasure and with my boyfriend being long distant and all it’s hard to really help myself, hands don’t work, and “toys” don’t work

I’m always in those moods and i don’t want to come off on him thinking I’m only about sex but I’m always in a turned on mood but I haven’t been able to pleasure myself....

Plus when I try

I never get alone time because right when I think I do my parents just suddenly decide to come home

Or

They decide to bang on the door yelling at me to let the dog in and stop mistreating him

I need advice from someone

Because I feel bad on how much I been sexually talking to my partner on video chat when all I want is to show love and affection

And when the hands and toys don’t work no more

You get stuck....