Lost & confused

I’m pregnant. I was so excited at first. But things are complicated now. I had sex with a old friend on March 9th. My ex fiancé and I got back on the 15th. We’ve rekindled our relationship and we’re stronger than ever. I found out April 2nd I was pregnant. I’m due Dec 10th based on scan but Dec 5th going off current sono’s (been measuring 5 days ahead.)

I’m just lost. I don’t know what to do anymore. I was told I’d need <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> or <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> to conceive and I’d never be able to conceive naturally. I have a connective tissue disorder, thyroid problems & severe endometriosis. I regret having sex with the friend. I don’t know when I got pregnant and it’s causing me to panic almost everyday. My period was Feb 28-March 4. My cycles are 31-32 days.

My boyfriend isn’t going to leave. The old friend wants nothing to do with the baby if it’s his and wants to sign rights away, which I’m fine with. I just can’t believe this is all happening.

I’m just upset. Angry. Lost. Confused. Sad. I feel like I can’t enjoy this pregnant. I thought about abortion but my boyfriend doesn’t want me to and I don’t think I could go thru with it. I don’t know what to do anymore..