Ever since middle school I had this pressure of wanting to lose my virginity before graduating high school. After a while I came to terms that I don't need to have sex to feel like an adult. During Junior year I had a lot of ups and downs where my nudes got leaked and I gained a little fame at school which gave me pride in a way. (Easy A is basically my life) many people started to say they were sleeping with me but no one was actually sleeping with me. One day my mother left me home alone and I started to feel this weird need for touching. I played with myself for a while until I told myself I needed more. I texted this guy whom I had been talking to for a while and he quickly came over. As a virgin I was nervous because many of my friends who had lost their virginity hurt and that it sucked. Let me tell you; MY FIRST TIME WAS AMAZIMG!! We went two rounds and it was kinky, we were laughing, there were these soft moments where we'd pause and just hold onto each other, and then when I was giving him head I looked at him and he was very shy. He left and we promised to keep it a secret but sadly someone found out and he ended up blocking me. (Kinda weird but okayy) I was bummed that I couldn't get a good d*cking down anymore but over happy that I chose to have my first time with him.

Lesson to Learn for all your Virgins:

Having sex doesn't make you more valid , not having sex doesn't make you invalid. Having sex doesn't make you a Sl*t, and now having sex doesn't make you a prude.

HAVING SEX DOES NOT MAKE YOU MORE MATURE.