Sex after a dry year

So I had sex for the first time in a year. I can't do it without my feelings involved, I just can't. I met this guy a year ago with no idea he would be so good to me. Well, here's how the night went.

We got a motel and I was nervous af cuz my period showed up a week early. No idea how he feels about menstruation, but he has sisters. We start kissing and I lose my shirt. And before it gets too steamy I tell him my period came early. I thought he was mad at me, so I curled up in a ball and wanted to cry honestly. (I have PTSD from an abusive marriage). He assured me it was okay. But I didn't feel like it was, so I tried talking through it. He had never had period sex. He thought you just didn't have sex during that time cuz his ex's. I told him if he wanted to try we could, but I wouldn't make him.

The foreplay and teasing got real then. Normally, it's difficult for me to get aroused but he had no trouble. We get down to just bottoms on and I go to take my tampon out. Barely any blood, it's on.

I don't even remember all the positions we did. Missionary, legs up, edge of the bed, me on top... this guy made against the wall and doggy feel good for me for the first time. Every time I said stop, he did and asked if I was okay. This guy wore me out. I feel like I orgasmed, but not the explosive way I used to. Like a build up then slow release?

And after of course the cuddles.

He's been with more people than myself, but when I was on top he kept moaning and saying I was incredible. Guess I have some skills.