i never lost feelings

so i’ve been thinking about this guy for a while and we used to talk, or actually we talked two times, once for like a few weeks 1 and half year ago and then one time for like a few months from aug-oct 2018, and i’ve liked him every since i’ve got to hs which was august 2017 til now and it’s been off and on kinda of me liking him ig but anyway it’s summer vacation and i’m not sure if i wanna try to text him again cuz i don’t want to annoy him cuz i have a feeling he might not want to talk anymore but i literally can’t stop thinking about him and idk what to do so sorry there’s not really a question but um jyst leave ur opinion i will take any help