Well I'm suppose to ovulate Sunday I had sex lastnight while I had eggwhite discharge , last month didn't go so well and before that guess my timing was off,I am 22 and this will be my 1st child I hope and pray it happens. I want a child so badly to love and adore , protect, guide in the right direction and give the love to it I never had from my mother as a child. My mother was treated badly as a kid and didnt know how to treat me, I got abused and never got any love or affection from her, she would tell others she loved me but I wouldn't hear it from her and we always fought and then she died at the age of 36 in 2010 when I was 17. I just want a baby to give all that love and affection to that I never received and be the opposite of what I was given