I know I don’t look like all the other girls. I know I don’t look like what he wants and that there’s a lot of things “wrong” with my image that would be a lot better if they were gone. I know he looks at me sometimes and wishes I was prettier or maybe something about me was different. And I know I’m probably not as pretty as his ex girlfriend but sometimes I really wish I was prettier and not Necessarily someone different but someone hit my friends and I know that sound necessarily someone different but someone He wants and I know that sounds weird because I’m his girlfriend why wouldn’t you or he wouldn’t be with me if he didn’t want to but sometimes I think he deserves better and that hurts