I’m really struggling with my body rn THIS MAY BE TRIGGERING OR SENSITIVE TO OTHERS!!!!

I feel I’m so fat I’m really big it’s why nobody likes me and I wanna just cry my heart out because I want to be thin like super thin I’m so fat tho 😞 I hate my body all my fat is in my calves and lower stomach and when I sit down I have roles

I already struggle with S.H so it’s hard for me to like my body when it’s not the nicest already :((( idk what to do I’m so frickin lost