I just want it to be over!

A week after I found out I was pregnant I started bleeding. I knew right then that I was having another ectopic (tubal) pregnancy. I had beta testing done 4 times. 15, 22, 226 and 530 were my numbers so far. Had an ultrasound done but showed nothing yet. Doctors won't do anything until the can see something but I just know it's another ectopic. It's sad as heck to hold a baby you know you'll have to eventually get rid of! I honestly just want it to be over with!