So I am 13 years old and I know having feelings for your cousin is wrong and based on the following things I do/feel when I am around him I need you ladies to tell me if it sounds like I like him more then a cousin or is it just cousinly love. Also he has a sister who is like a sister to me

And I feel the same way for her except the blushing. Sorry if this is confusing

1.Blush

2.smile(a lot)

3.text him daily

4.wish I could spend more time with him

5. Cry after I leave cause I don’t spend time with him often

6. Have anxiety before I see him

I am emotionally attracted to him is this normal? please be kind