Meh...

Nickie • 31, ttc my first baby. Growing up my dream was to be married by 21, baby by 24 etc. Life definitely doesn`t go how we mentally plan it to. Love my life, just can`t wait to someday have a baby, or 2 😉
A friend at church came up to me during worship practice this morning to tell me she was pregnant. I was/am super excited for her... but I started to cry. I'm sure it was due to my excitement for her, but also because I'm not pregnant and she is younger than me. I know wr haven't been trying for long... but this, and then my mom telling me on the phone today to "get busy" kind of just makes me feel sad... like, what if it doesn't happen... anyone else have similar experiences?