It's almost 2am and my appointment is at 1:30pm to check on babe. Fingers crossed little one is still there and happily growing. But yesterday I had a dream that during the scan the heart rate was at 116 still and then warned that I should terminate before something goes wrong. I'm just so afraid that I'm going to go in and get bad news today.

As long as everything is okay, we're probably going to announce this weekend. A lot of people already know. All the main people who I would want to tell before announcing know.

I just want good news. I want this baby to be okay. It's been 3 years since we started trying for #2 and this is the first pregnancy. I'm just scared.