I dont know why but I feel so fake! I'm gay, I know I'm gay, for christ's sake I have a girlfriend who I love but I feel fake anyways. I wear pride bracelets and shirts because most of them are gifts and I like to show off stuff people get me so I dont look ungrateful but I feel disgusted with myself for wearing them. I dont know why. I love being gay, I love my girlfriend, my parents are very accepting of me since I came out about a month ago to tell, but for some reason I just feel sick to my stomach whenever I have to talk about it or show it. Which makes no sense because I want to go to a pride parade. I guess maybe it's just integrating it into my life all the sudden? I dont know... does anyone have any help to offer?