Prayer for motivation In my life

I don’t know if I’m depressed more now with my pregnancy or it’s just an add on from prior to where I’ve lost all motivation for my life... I know I’m alive and that already is a blessing from God but I feel as if I’m just walking to live living to walk wake up feel like alive cause I didn’t die in my sleep ... it sounds so bad and I just want God to guide me and hear me but I don’t think he does... I don’t remember how to even start a prayer ... if one could just ask for the broken souls