Feeling better after I throw up 🤮😭☹️

I’m at 12 wks and 4 days ..

I’ve been nauseous since week 8

I’m just in bed all day

When I eat, I get this horrible sick feelings

And a couple times I have to stick fingers down my throat and it all comes out. It’s the only way I feel better

Wondering if others have gone through this,

Not throwing up naturally but making yourself throw up.