Not enjoying my pregnacy

Rosy
Am having so many mix feelings one minute am happy next i think what the hell was i thinking in having a baby between my thoughts and my boyfriend he doesnt want the baby so he doest ask much nor do i tell him about what i feel ex flutters,pain or food graving hes on and off  i feel like am not enjoying my pregnacy the way i thought i will am on plus size so am not really showing am 16 weeks just look like regular stomach that also makinh so insecure am going seek counceling i figure is normal in way all the hormones but i do hope gets better