Hey guys. I just turned 21 last week, and I’m working at a job where I only make 11 dollars an hour. I am honestly not happy where I work or where I’m at in life right now, but I don’t know what career I want to do for the rest of my life. I have a hard time believing in myself and every time I think of going back to college, I get super bad anxiety and I want to stop thinking about it. I honestly don’t think I’m ready yet, I want to go to therapy and hopefully have a better mindset before I decide to go back to college. I don’t think I could deal with the stress of going to school right now, but I feel like a bum working at this job & feel as if I’m running out of time. 😭 my boyfriend already graduated college and I feel like a bum ass girlfriend working at a boring job that only makes 11 an hour. But, I have really bad anxiety starting new jobs (going on interviews, starting over with new people, not knowing what I’m doing.) HAVING ANXIETY HOLDS BACK SO MANY THINGS. I feel like if I didn’t have anxiety, I would have this shit at least half figured out. I just feel very lost and I don’t know where to even start figuring my life out. Would therapy really benefit me? I’m on medication for anxiety&depression, but never been to therapy. I hate the way I think and how I’m living my life, I feel like a failure for some reason. Someone give me some helpful advice 😭