Selfish?

I had a D&C a week ago today. Before that, I had known i was carrying an angel baby 3 days prior. Those 3 days were horrible. The day after my d&c, my aunt comes to see me and keeps talking about how healthy her baby is, and starts showing me baby seats. I stayed quiet even though i wanted to scream on the inside. I felt so selfish for not wanting to talk about her healthy baby. My fiance said that wasnt selfish at all and she just wasn't being considerate of what i have been through. I was so excited for my precious Christmas baby, but instead we found out its heartbeat had stopped over 2.5 weeks prior to the d&c. I have to see my pregnant aunt every Sunday and im dreading this Sunday. All she ever talks about is her baby. I understand shes happy, but is it wrong for me to not want to hear about it when I lost my very 1st baby?