AF late, BFN, losing hope

Katie • Survivor of Recurrent Pregnancy Loss

So tired of this roller coaster of emotions and my empty, aching arms. I need a Rainbow baby to fill my arms and help with the healing process of losing my daughter. It's been 9 months and I'm starting to lose hope.

CD30, my cycles are usually 28 days like clockwork. No signs of AF, BFN on a FRER this morning. I'm now 14/15 DPO and so frustrated.