S/O got into a big argument and broke up, it definitely hurts today. I just want to go back to normal. I've done all I could do I put my all into the relationship and I have no more fight for it.  I'm hurting bc I'm 37 and this is the first time I've been in love and this hurts like hell. I no longer want to be in this slump. I want to go back to the happy go lucky person I used to be. I haven't been happy in over a year. Lost myself trying to fix the relationship I was in and I no longer can do this. So this the first day of no communication I've blocked him from my phone and I start a new job October 5 so there some good news. My relationship with my son hasn't been the best I was just trying to give my son a role model but I realize the only person he needs is me. But this hurts like hell. Thanks for letting me VENT . How do I bounce back where do I go from here. I truly thought he was my soul mate and we would be married and live happily ever after 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭