Everyone always treats me like shit.... even when I'm in the right I always get yelled at and put down....

I always think about hurting myself again I deserve it. I'm just worthless I'm nothing.

I don't understand what I did to be treated and to feel like this constantly....

You're supposed to be my family. People that are supposed to love each other and be close but instead yous love making me cry. You love putting suicide thoughts in my head. You like me feeling hopeless and alone. I am a failure obviously I'm not good enough and I'll never be good enough for yous. I am nothing

I have a routine now where I look in the mirror and tell myself all the things other people tell me.

I'm worthless

I'm a dumbass

I'm nothing

No one loves me

I'm a joke

No one wants me around

I'm a fat ugly bitch

I'll never be happy

I deserve to die and do at least one thing right