I met this guy and he is literally one of the best things that has ever happened to me and I’m so glad I met him. He shows me what it’s like to feel loved and to love someone and for a while I didn’t know if I’d ever feel that way again.

But I’m scared. I’m scared of ruining something good because I’m not used to it. I’m so used to guys only using me for one thing and only hearing from them when they need something from me that I feel like I won’t know how to be or act. I feel like I have to live up to a certain expectation of what it is to be in a relationship but it’s been so long since I’ve been in a serious relationship that I don’t even know if I remember.

I’m scared guys and I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to lose him.