Mixed emotions

Kristen
4days late...we have been ttc for about 4 months now was using the para guard iud before we started ttc my periods have been consistent but irregular if that makes sense meaning they are coming every month but one month ill be spot on _28day cycle the next month 35 days etc I was due to start my cycle this Thursday and haven't started....really scared we have been trying for four months now and were ready for this but had some unexpected circumstances come up and my fiance lost his job friday night...its kinda complicated he might get his job back under a different company but we won't know until tomorrow I haven't been working so as of right this moment I'm kinda freaking out as we don't know if we will have any income coming in until one of us find a job or he gets his job back