when everyone wakes up i’m definitely telling family, but what the fuck. i thought he was cool but fuck that. we just met three years ago but that hasn’t changed anything for me. he’s my cousin no matter what. little does he know the whole family is about to know.

EDIT: We are in fact blood cousins. I just turned 16 this month and he is 27.

Update: So i told. I told my cousin who was sitting right beside me. It was a wild coincidence being i hadn’t talked to her in over a year because this huge fight we had. We had just made up and i asked her to hang out. She is a rape victim. Her stepdad raped, molested, took pictures of her and abused her at a young age. She’s so big on being a voice for others who can’t and being there for others so she encouraged me to tell someone. If she wasn’t there i probably wouldn’t have told. So i’m glad she was there. I called my aunt and told her and she told my other cousin, her daughter. I waited till around the end of the day, when my cousin got picked up, to tell my grandma because it’d ruin her day. We all told her and let me tell you. She was so. pissed. She asked me what i wanted to do. I told her let’s press charges. I’ve smoked weed with him before so i’m kind of worried about that. But he needs to face the consequences and not be able to do this or worse to anyone else.

(i’m not sure what group to even put this in so i apologize if it’s the wrong group)