Bad Moodswings (potentially triggering) warning you just in case

Hi guys, so I experience pretty bad moodswings during my period to the point where I expierience suicidal thoughts. I was wondering if anybody else gets these and what you do about it. Is this normal or not? It’s been happening for a few years but getting worse this past year.

The moodswings in general are pretty tiring as I’m also really irritated almost all the time.

Thank you