UPDATE: thanks so much guys. I called my doctor who told me to head out to Labor and Delivery in my hospital. Turns out I have an anterior placenta and the baby was just kicking exactly there so I couldn’t feel really anything. They showed him kicking on the screen. What a relief! I’m so happy I checked. Thanks for the support guys.

Trying to stay calm but I haven’t felt my baby since Friday. He usually kicks a lot and I know his pattern but he hasn’t moved and I tried all the tricks. I’m calling the doctor today to see if she can see me but I can’t help to go in the negative head space that tell me to prepare myself for the worst. I feel sad and alone.