Pretty fucking disappointed rn:(

Sooooo I had my first kiss and I was super drunk and the same guy also gave me hickeys:( I really liked him so being drunk didn’t really matter until I realized he didn’t feel the same way and he had a girlfriend. I was told they broke up but I guess not, nooooowwww I realize I was just another whore and I’m sad. Like it only happened because we were drunk and I’m so ashamed of myself. Any adivice?