Okay, so I’m going on vacation in like 3 months or so. It was a surprise and I didn’t know that it involves an airplane flight.

Now, I’ve been flying with a plane for 9 years at least 2x a year and I used to love it.. and then one day when I was 11 or so, I saw my dad watching an airplane movie, and it was all about crashes. Showing people’s dead bodies, showing how the plane went down and since that exact day i have not set a foot on another plane. It has been exactly 10 years since that happened. Crazy how just a movie can change everything huh?

Yesterday I thought I made my piece with it, after reading the statistics and how not many people die etc, but right now I just woke up because I had a nightmare so vivid that me and my fiancé were in a crash. I can’t seem to escape that fear.

Ladies please, if you had the same problem, if someone you know had it, please let me know how to get rid of it? Are there any pills that actually help or what can I do? I really want to go on a plane, I remeber how fun it used to be and how much I loved it, but I think I would go proper crazy 🙈