Does anyone else get so aggravated when they get their period they get trashed or self mutilate? The only way my heart is going to heal is for me to have a baby. I have PTSD and been through too much now this bullshit of getting a period every month while everyone else gets to do prego things, I can't do it nomore i don't and won't accept a life without raising a child . I can't do this i hope im pregnant and if not i need to be really soon or this recovery is gone because i don't care i just want this heartache to heal