No one understands/ heartbreak

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I have been married and trying to get pregnant for a little over 2 years going onto 3. I had a chemical back in March but I have never had a positive since then. My heart feels like it’s breaking. I’m so tiered of going through this... and having people waiting for my baby to come and seeing other people having kids. I don’t know how long I can live like this. My heart hurts, it hurts so much that sometimes I don’t know if there’s anyone else out there wants a baby as much as I do because the feeling I have is so strong. I can’t even explain how strong it is and how desperately I was my baby to come.. I’m crying just typing this out... I don’t want to cry anymore. I just want my baby. I’m so tiered of this feeling... I don’t know how much more my heart can take 💔